Being a Shepherd

Something that God has really laid on my heart lately is that He is the one who does the work when it comes to changing hearts and lives. Try as I might, I can never  truly bring someone to a relationship with Christ. Sure, God may use me. But ultimately, it’s all Him.

As I was reading through some old journal entries, I found one from about a month ago that was based off of 1 Peter 5:2:

“Be shepherds of God’s flock that is under your care, watching over them—not because you must, but because you are willing, as God wants you to be; not pursuing dishonest gain, but eager to serve.”

I had asked God how I could best be a shepherd of His flock. Naturally, I wanted to please God and do the right thing. I wanted to see people come into a relationship with Him through my work and through my great “shepherding”.

But I missed the big picture.

It wasn’t about me.

“You hand them over to Me,” He responded. “I take care of them best. Yes, I use you, but sometimes you need to just entrust them to My care.”

What a hard lesson to learn!

Look back at that verse. “Be shepherds of God’s flock that is under your care…” Not everyone in the world could possibly be under my care. There’s no way I could lead and watch over that many sheep! And more importantly, we are told to be a shepherd “not because you must, but because you are willing…” Sometimes I think my motives are a lot more innocent than they really are. Am I really trying to share Jesus because I earnestly desire for their lives to be changed and their hearts to fall in love with Him? Or am I just trying to check something off of a list, maybe to be seen as a “good Christian” in God’s eyes (or even the world’s)?

I’ve been really humbled this week by the fact that I can never measure up. I can never be good enough or perfect enough to earn God’s love or grace. It’s given to me freely. In fact, to try to earn it discredits the Cross. Look at what Paul says in Galatians 5:4:

“You who are trying to be justified by the law have been alienated from Christ; you have fallen away from grace.”

What I’ve learned about being a good shepherd is actually quite relevant. If I try to win people over for Christ in my own strength, I’m making it about me. If I’m  evangelizing and making disciples with the hidden motive of getting God to love me or be pleased with me more, I’m making it about me. And if I make it about me, what good does any of it do?

Sometimes being a successful shepherd means realizing someone is a way better shepherd than you. And God is the ultimate Shepherd!


  1. Wes

    Jessie, thank-you so much for posting this. I found your blog a few days ago and truly believe that God led me to it. I’m a youth minister who’s fairly new to the role and yesterday I was stewing a bit over how best to approach trying to share and pass on faith to and along with those I minister with because it’s tough to tell where they’re all at with their faith. It was really starting to get to me and I wasn’t sure what path to try to take, but then I came into work this morning and saw your blog and what you’ve said is so true – we need to trust God with all the sheep in our flocks and just try to be witnesses to Christ in our own lives. He knows best and sees so much more clearly than us. I really needed to hear this today. Jessie, you are an amazing instrument of God, He works through you so beautifully. Thank-you and God bless.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Google photo

You are commenting using your Google account. Log Out /  Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s